from the massive anticipation
why you always overlapping me
day and night
night and day
seem such i dont have any angle to breathe
seem like no others in the world that live only me?
why dont you ever give me some space
i need rest, not forty night
but just for a while
is this as a revenge for my sins?
is this as a anticipation from You?
owh God, please give me your guidance
i want to leave my misery
live happy again for rest of my entire life
be blessed, live peacefully